It was the way it always is.
I was in a cemetery with Judith
and we were talking about how
bizarre the whole fame thing is.
How it’s absolutely the work of
bad ju-ju, of hocus pocus, of mice
transformed into the size of men,
of ants and birds and bad things like that.
I guess it was the wine, and the moon,
and the small vortex that opened up,
sort of like in Quantum Leap, so
damn conveniently at the end of each episode
before little Jerry O’Connell got shot by
angry white men or run over by a truck.
We ended up in Los Angeles, but it was
more like a Ridley Scott L.A., and I realized
I was in one of my dreams again, or
I took too much, man. Then I chuckle
while repeatedly saying,
“You took too muuuuuch, man.
Took too much.” just like
del toro’s Gonzo, until Judith
points out the old cemetery
and we wander over.
It’s huge. Like,
a shopping mall of carcass’.
And of course the song from
Return of the Living Dead
plays on some ghetto as a punk
with a Mohawk and a chain
from ear to lip walks by
and spits near my feet.
And then the first heads
start to pop up,
and before you know it
they’re all there.
He looks about the same. Belligerent, too.
Hemingway. His head is sort of a mess.
But he has the same jovial spirit!
Bukowski is there.
And Marilyn Monroe
looks pretty damn good.
Which Judith notices me noticing and
makes some ridiculous comment about
how I can only get it up for the paranormal and
cartoon chicks, and I say something like
Jessica Rabbit is practically human.
It’s all her voice.
Shut up and let’s meet some
Everything was going really swell.
I was like a kid in a decomposing candy shop
I talked about Fitzgerald with Ernest ,
and about drinking with Chinaski,
and movies with Welles.
Then we made the mistake of going to some
fucking party and you just knew something
shitty was going to happen, it just felt bad.
The kids at the party just dissed all of them,
if they knew them at all, and called them misogynist
or said they were drunks, or both.
They said Orson Welles was
slow and over-rated.
And no Tarantino.
They said Hemingway was
just a representation
of the patriarchy,
and a dirty man,
and Bukowski they
said made Ernest look
like a fucking saint.
I don’t even want
to re-describe the way the
feminist crowd devoured
poor Norma Jean.
where they were coming
from but at the same time,
even a zombified Marilyn was
In the end, the old stars left.
Bukowski and Hemingway said they
were gonna go to a fight,
or have one themselves,
whichever happened first.
Poor Orson went looking for some old woman.
Marilyn went out the window rather than
spend another minute with all the bores.
That’s usually when I wake up.
Sometimes me and Norma make out first.
There I said it.