He got up early,
it was his birthday,
so he wanted an hour to write.
He could no longer rely
on bottles and rolled goods,
so he thought
“I can have whatever else I want”
and all that meant was an hour.
All week there had been enough to do
and all weekend would continue.
He had started to replace all the music
on his player with old stuff he
had not listened to in a long time.
Even Green Day “Dookie” &
Weezer’s Blue Album.
It reminded him of the time before
the drink and the blaze,
when comic books like
“The Savage Dragon” or
“The Maxx” were his best friends,
when he had a copy of “Creepshow” in
graphic novel format,
and just like the kid in the paratext story,
he cursed anyone that got in-between.
After that he had gotten into “The Hobbit”,
and R.L. Stine, until finally,
in grade 5, he met his first fave writer.
(The same year he fainted
during a video the Roman Catholics showed them
of a baby being born, despite his love of horror movies,
and the sight of nothing else had
ever made him so queasy as all that blood,
from some random Catholic woman who
presumably had offered up her home video birth
to frighten the shot out of the kids
at St. Peter’s Elementary.)
That year he stayed up all night with Cujo
and knew he wanted to write like the King.
He was happy again now,
the way he was back then.
It was going to be
one fuck of a year.
You can trace the magic
in every day
track it bloodhound down,
like streets without names,
pics without frames
players without games.
Or you can get hung up on
what you don’t get to do.
He looked at his watch,
and saw he still had 45 minutes.
He looked at his son’s photo,
the bright of his eyes,
and he thought of how amazing it was
that the kid loved Green Day and
was devouring King now also,
in no short time,
he too would be 33.
And for the first time since he dried out,
it was more than enough
to keep going.